The Abandoned Empress - Chapter 312
Only then did I realize that her face was pale after she received the letter from the crown prince, she was getting skinny because she could hardly eat, and that she was restless and nervous in a break with her usual calmness and composure.
I also recalled she passed out while practicing fencing excessively one year ago.
I thought I was so stupid that although I knew she was not learning fencing as a hobby, I ignored it when she was nervous or unstable, thinking it was caused by her excitement.
I should have realized that being the successor of the Monique family could not replace the position of the empress or vice versa. It was clear that she wanted to be the successor of her family, given her hard training, rather than being the crown prince’s wife. But I ignored all these factors without paying attention to her concerns, blinded by jealousy.